Sunday, February 26, 2006
Sigh.. my baby just left. Her dad must come specially just to pick her up. Couldnt send her home, bloody grounded. Sent her to the lift. Haha.. my dear was waving goodbye non stop through the glass panel from inside the lift. Turned away just before the lift decended. Didnt have the balls to experience the feeling of seeing her leave me. Missing her like mad now.
Today wasnt that bad even though was grounded. My dear came to visit me at around lunch time. Poor girl.. didnt had lunch. Rampaged the kitchen for food and all that was left were fish bones and few grains of rice. Sorry dear.. Didnt know you did not have lunch. Spent time in my room, had a super lenghthy chat.
Time past as usual, very fast during the weekends. My dear was super hungry at around four. Stomach sang frog opera. Cant blame her though.. When pigs gotta eat, they gotta eat. Made her cup noodles which she gobbled down fast even though was boling hot. Jacked her alittle.
Wahaha.. jacking my dear is never boring. My dear was still crying out loud for more food. How could the big bowl of cup noodle be filling for a stomach like hers? Shouted at my sis for her to get off the com but ended up being screamed at.
Had to use my uncle's com in his room. Had some quiet time which we should have cherished. My mum came back with a chicken bao for my dear which she couldnt bear to even share a little.
Door bell rang at 5.30pm. Behold, there stood my tuition teacher. Had tution while my dear did her blog in the room. Had dinner after tuition and dear dear didnt ask for second serving!! WOW.. FIRST TIME can say. Dear so cute.
Junguang, "Dear you want second serving?"
Grace, "Huh? erm.. dont know leh. Have enough anot? Think dont want la"
Junguang, "Have enough if you want more."
Grace, "Really ah?! Ok lor. I want."
She never fails to finish her second serving. She just ate at central. Knew she could not not eat a second serving. Feeling fucked up now.. No dear.. school tmr.. problems with teacher. Cant wait til this depression pasts.
p.s DEAREST DEAR DEAR.. DONT TAKE THE JACKS TO HEART. I DONT MEAN THEM. I CANT MEAN THEM. IM SO SO IN LOVE WITH YOU. LOVE YOU SUPER TOO MUCH TO EVEN MEAN THOSE JACKS GRACE DEAR DEAR. I LOVE YOU!!
fadetosoft,
theSONGends.
Cant live without you!
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